Tuesday's R&R Rendezvous

Met up wif my god-bro & his fren at AMK area...
Played some LAN Games...
The most lovable game that Im into right now would be Left 4 DEAD

then we went to have lunch which i didnt hav breakfast btw... soo was totally famished...
had a nice meal @ SuMo HoUsE
ate a yakimeshi set, with 2plates of gyoza n soya bean... wif 2 cups of green tea thats free
kinda filled up the spot ba...

then went to watch a movie, TAKEN, @ Cathay AMK
was quite interesting how an Ex-Sumting retiree can do soo much damage to alot of ppl in another country...
reminds me of a spy movie lol
interesting to find out that Mark had this comment aftr the show lol...

Quote: Frm Mark;
[WAH!!! like that if im like him i can overtake a country oredi sia!!!]

N i was like u hav to train urself in such a way that the character has been thru with talent n skills to be able to do wat he did ba...

well, accompanied him home by bus, then one round to mine...
promised that i will call him wen im feeling down or sumting along the lines ba

Sleeping Habits

yoz

hav u been sleeping properly?
thats wat many asks me...
well the answer is -> I don't know... Sorry

the reason y is simple... my sleeping habits are weird... i can jus fall asleep anytime i wan though i cant control it...
if i lay on the floor n shut my eyes, ill b half-asleep by the time i noe it...

nowadays, i feel very tired in the aftrns as well as directly aftr sch...
ill always take an aftrn nap no matter how late it is towards the evening period...
sumtimes, ill slp all the way to the nex morning which can b troublesome...
i also hav to take a short nap bfr wrk strts...

no idea how it became so?
hopefully it doesnt affect the time i need to do my homewrk n stuff...

Life So Far

Sch has been ok i guess
not much of a problem in coping i tink...

my timetable kinda cramped with sch n wrk directly aftr each other...
feelin kinda worn out these few days wif my flu gettin worse
skipped sch todae since my flu n sneezing was kinda the worst out of the days

everytime, directly aftr sch, i wld jus go to bed directly for a nap or slp bfr wrk where applicable
is it bcoz of the change of environment which was changed drastically since i didnt change back my slping habits n such back to wen i was schling bfrhand?

tried out wrkin while schling with such a timetable n so far found out i need more R&R time coz, its tiring for me to wrk many days jus to make ends meet, wen my body jus cant seem to hold out ba

i tink i need more resting days ba... for tis wk n the upcomin wk... shld adjust the body clock n such so that it can perform better i guess... since wrk is sumting i must continue as i got savings plan that i need to pay up without fail n its oso coz no one is supporting me for these since im already pre-independent ba...

many things happening but im tackling them as they come by as well at my own pace where i can make sound n accurate decisions without much fuss n stress

Managing Time

Managing time aka Time Management is an important skill/technique that is required in everyone's life especially those whom life is hectic as ever such as mine.

But when you really plan properly, ther will be a chance that ther is a gap, big or small doesnt matter, of free time in your hectic schedule...

This will greatly reduces the stress that you hav accumulated if one uses this free time for R&L, RELAXATION & LEISURE... well thats for me but appropriately would be that of R&R

im sticking to R&L

for me, i found out that i dun hav that much R&L in my life since my time management skills suxs to the core...
been reading up on quite a few tips on the net on how to manage my time which is soo precious to me since i hav to juggle alot of things in my hectic life

1. School
2. Part-Time Work
3. Social
4. Family
5. Academic Revision
6. R&L

I tink that these are the only things that occupy my life the most

school is a must ba... but sumtimes ppl like me tend to skip classes which aint happening this semester since im gona put effort in a perfect attendence unless im realli dying frm my sickness that i cant take it

Part-time work is a must to support my financial needs since im broke n need to use that money for my savings premium

the nex thing which is totally hilarious to my frens is Social Factor

to them, i jus couldnt find the time to hang out wif them since im married to my sch n wrk instead of being a student who is suppose to b enjoyin life...

i cant agree more wif them but i feel kinda sad abt that
will try to social more often as much wher possible since i dun wana b lonely too

i also need to set aside considerable time for my revision n r&l time since most of the time is spent of SCH, WRK

Family is included as a everyday thing since i stay wif them no?
though i dun hang out wif them often nowadays but they understand since i hav a hectic n busy life since they decided to make me into a pre-indepedent adult already soo like they cant regret it now which i totally believe they will not even hav a single thought abt it since its less a burden towards them soo they are thankful in a way? well wadever they might think/feel abt it...

I find it damn hard to survive with this measly salary that im getting
but since its closeby to home n no need of transport expenses soo like its the best option though sumtimes i jus dun wana wrk ther ba

no helping it since im in such a state ba

Well, goin to bed soon ba...

Hope i can wake up on time...

Starting Afresh

Tml is the start of the new semester for academic year 2009/2010
im not sure how its goin to be like but im thinking positive and will try and do my best in my studies as well hopefully as well as in my time management which ive always been poor at...

This comin semester, everything i do must b afresh... though ther are somethings that u cant strt afresh directly ba
it takes time to change but i hav confidence in myself to make that change though with some help from others along the way as i get sidetracked... they will help me in gettin back on course...

Frens will b ther hopefully to relieve stress and bring the morale back up as morale is a strong point in my motivation drive to do things nowadays...

tts all from me, hope tml wld go as well as i hope it will b...

Been Feeling Unwell

I have started to feel unwell since wed...
no idea y but hav been havin headaches n a bad flu...

nothing that serious for the flu, it comes n go, with jus alot of sneezing and runny nose ba
for the headaches, its pretty bad but i try my best to stay focus while havin it ba...
ystrdy, vomitted quite a few times coz the headache that bad...

panadol didnt help this time round...

hope i can get better by evening since, tml strt back to sch ba
can stay at home and clean up my room as well rest the whole day away as my plans to go to JB has been cancelled n postponed to nex wk...

well, nex wk will b a mayb event since i wunt noe now whether im free then or sumting pops up liao...

Person Absent

Ah Boon, didnt turn up for the function as we waited quite long for him...

called him many times n was pissed off...
didnt wait for him any longer than 30mins after repetitive phone calls
msged him stating we will wait for him for that long, if not we go do other things ba
since we were out n i had other things planned for backup anywayz ba...

we were discussing wher to go n which choices were the best at the current situation we were in inclusive of finances, weather n tml plans...
Ended up deciding to go to SSC for lunch n buying of sch stationary...
Left a msg stating we were leaving him n tt he shld jus continue slping away...

While eating lunch, HE called me, i picked up n passed to Shawn since i realli no mood talk to him on the phone as i didnt want to spoil my appetite since i was at the same time already eating...

Haiz...

well, enjoyed Shawn's company the aftrn as we had quite a great lunch...

well, i could hav been better if Ah Boon came along but since his not around... i saved quite a bit of cash ba
soo kinda gd n bad but overall, nothing in life goes exactly as u wan it soo thats y backups are impt to decision making for a day especially wif frens since u wunt noe wen they can any time dun wan to pop up...

Mindset

Got a call this morning to wake me up at abt 930am, supposed to b at 10am but nvm lah...
all the same to me...

anywayz, the phone call also stated that sumone said that he may not want to go to today's function coz of expenses have been over budget...
soo i called him but no response...
jus left an sms to him n awaited for his reply stating;
"heard u dun wan go, its ok... i dun mind... postpone the function ba... can do it another time..."

then he replied me liao...
"haha.. go go... nvm lor..."

this idiot argh!!!
soo frustrating wen his mind cant decide...
if u realli dun wan... then take a firm stand bfrhand lah...
then reject all others to make others noe that u are firm...

haiz... then wen in the midst of things.. gotta plan alot of things for backup purposes...
luckily i can think quite fast in scenarios where changes happen quicky n make up new plans...

haiz... hope he turns up later... thats all the im worried abt...

Decision Made

The decision made aftr talking over is that they want to come over though Shawn thought goin for Seoul Garden was a better idea since got more selection ba

but Ah Boon shot down the ideas by pestering n pyscho-ing that he misses my grilled fish n oso chix chop that i made the last time ba...
haiz soo childish la he...

anywayz, so like thats the plan ba...
herm, tml morning i better head for the ICA to collect my passport since i hav no clue wen ill b free anymore since most of my lessons like freakingly strts at 8am in the morning like HEY!, that the timing that i cant seem to get up n reach on time liao...

ystrdy slept late like 5am todae morning... cant seem to get to sleepy mood easily...
hopefully todae i can slp early... dun want to strain myself since sch strts in a few days time n its a long way to then...

Second Thoughts

This comin sun aftrn for lunch; Ah Boon, Shawn & Me are havin our teppanyaki lunch at my place... they already told me what they expect in the menu but rite now, im having my doubts to the finances which option is better...

thinking abt it last nite aftr sumting happened at home which is too personal to open up here soo lets leave ppl hu are curious to keep on being curious since i wunt reveal it no matter wat methods u may try to interrogate me wif wakakakaka

back to topic

the other option is to eat at Seoul Garden...
Yeah, i noe its kinda very expensive for eating ther on a weekend n if at dinner time to boot

But thinkin abt it, n calculating the cost of food n marinating sauces & spices...
i tink its better to eat all u can wif soo many different things to choose ba...
its way cheaper with splitting the total cost among 3 ppl...
Lets say, we do eat on Sun, Lunch, a pax wld be abt SGD 25?
then means if 3 ppl would total up to aound SGD 75++

then if i were to calculate the amount of food the cost that i need to buy for teppanyaki wld be... around SGD 64++
well this is a rough estimation without including the sauces n spices n stuff...
soo like the difference is abt 10+ or around ther soo like i plan to suggest go to Seoul Garden ba...
Haiz... need contact Ah Boon & Shawn later on my way to sch ba

if they realli set on comin then i got no say but i they reconsider than its good for me since i dun hav to clear the mess ba...

dun wan ppl at home later complaining...
Dun like it wen they start blaming me ba...

No one is leaving...

Fortunetly, Len, who was supposed to be workin 2jobs apparently decided to cancel her job with the Redwood company as it seems bogus to her n they lied about the workin details as well as the salary...

Lucky for us, she is more devoted in workin dwnstrs wakakakaka

Happy la but kinda feel bad that she has to wrk here wif such a low salary with her hubby not getting that much salary as usual...

Hard times ba but its not that bad unlike that time in the past wen majority had to b retrenched...
havin a job with low salary is better than without a job rite?

Unexpected Response & Decision

I got an unexpected response ystrday at wrk from my manager wen she knew how close I n Shawn have become...

well i told her its coz Shawn is my permanent substitute for a pathetic idiot hu doesnt seem to care anymore abt me nor do i care abt him tt much oredi since its realli a sour relationship now or is it bitter? herm, wadever it is... the relationship existence is in question now...

well, Shawn n me got closer long ago but didnt get this progressive coz of the idiot's existence ba
n since his out of the picture temp, might as well get someone close to fill up the gap rite?
since if lef vacant, ill hav a big hole in my self...

i dun like to feel hollow...
i hav oredi had been dealt many bfr this... dun wana make more holes liao...
dun tink i can keep being me if thats the case...


Anywayz, the other thing i wanted to say was that Len, unexpectedly changed her schedule for the entire wk n thereafter coz she had to go wrk at another place since she has to support her family where her husband now is experiencing forced leave w/o pay n shutdown i tink?

well, im supporting her n wishing her the best but i dun wana keep my hopes too high same as my manager as we think this kind of the line that she picked aint that great especially in such an economy n though i hav heard the company name bfr, i dunnoe whether it will b good for her ba...

thkz to her leaving her schedule days empty, me n manager had a hard time tryin to fill the empty blanks she left behind... somehow managed it ba... but problems for me since it clashes with wat i want for my roster...

well giv n take i guess... stress out now better than wen im stressed out oredi...

Pissed Off Ystrdy...

haiz, feelin pissed ystrdy during the last few hours of my wrk time wif a colleague...

tt person damn stubborn to the core n doesnt want to give into the fight wen in 1st shldnt b happening since its her job rather than mine... yet she insisted that she doesnt want it n force me to do sia!!!

haiz...

if anything wrong or wadever that comes due to her!!!
ill blame her for everything n i shall not bother to even take any slight punishment nor tolerate any nagging or similarities that comes to me later...

F IT MAN!!!!

Health Status -> All better else than tired...

Yoz...

how hav u ppl been?
my sincerest apologies for not being able to blog for the past few wks...
i have been busy with other affairs lah

hmm... busy wif wat some may b pondering hmm...
well ive been busy with personal affairs mainly concerning myself, friends n family
thers also work affairs that hav been keeping me occupied...

these affairs all came popping out together once i was all better oredi n able...

have been busy trying to settle most of them ba
well most of them are settled but thers always new ones popping out of the blue u noe...
one aftr another... trials of life?

well, wadever it is... my time, my life keeps ticking away, gotta live thru it as its part of life

UPS N DOWNS, FILLS MY LIFE...
TRIALS N ERRORS, BUILDS MY SELF...

MY TIME, MY LIFE, WILL KEEP ON TICK-TOCKING...